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Picnic in provence  

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it has been a long time...  

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I was born in Marseille in 1977. I don't remember of those early years... but i do remember a feeling of hapiness always with me. i wasn't poor, i wasn't rich, just in the middle i guess.

I remember jumping naked at the beach when i was 3 ...
I remember playing in the stairs outside when i was 4, my mum looking at me ...
I remember moving a lot, going from apartement to apartement, loosing my friends ... that's maybe why i never could keep even one around me.
I remember going in the car with my father ... he died when i was 7, killed by a mad woman... i know something broke inside me at that time but i never knew what...

i miss him...

sometimes i would imagine how he would be proud of me maybe...

I am a father and i love my sons so much that it hurts...

Every inch of me wants the best for them and Len...

and i want them to remember good things about their childhood, and i hope they don't grow up too fast.

I have always been scared of the world outside, going too fast, too complicated, you can feel the enthropie of the world withering.

There is a sentence that touches me very much :

" I hope that the worlds turns, and that things get better. But what I hope most of all is that you understand what I mean when I tell you that, even though I do not know you, and even though I may never meet you, laugh with you, cry with you, or kiss you, I love you. With all my heart, I love you."

I hope too....

my dear valentine for chinese new year  

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This year i was wondering what i could give to my beautiful Len , Very hard to find something that could make her heart melt.

I don't want to fall into the stereotype of chocolat box and flowers, overused and too commercial.

After a while i decided to contact Fei and ask him to help me gather videos from her friends wishing her "gong xi fa cai", thanks to Fei it has been possible.

Len has been away from home for 7 months now, it has been hard on her and a touch from home would be so good.

So for those who made it possible, here is the reaction of Len to the videos.


For privacy purpose i did hide the screen towards the end of the movie.

I would like to thank all of you guys who responded and did the videos, thanks again.

far thoughts  

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Bigfoot, also known as Sasquatch, is an alleged ape-like creature purportedly inhabiting forests, mainly in the Pacific Northwest region of North America. Bigfoot is usually described as a large, hairy, bipedal humanoid.

The scientific community considers Bigfoot to be a combination of folklore, misidentification, and hoaxes, rather than a real creature.[2] In general, mainstream scientific consensus does not support the posited existence of megafauna cryptids such as Bigfoot, because of the improbably large numbers necessary to maintain a breeding population,[3] and because climate and food supply issues would make such purported creatures' survival in reported habitats unlikely.[4] Despite these facts, Bigfoot is one of the more famous examples of a cryptid within cryptozoology.

(Article taken from wikipedia)

And recently an other bigfoot has been spotted in the south of france, we have the exclusive pictures of the new famed french bigfoot :

3 years  

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